Having time for myself...

I KNOW - I haven't blogged in a long time! I cant get a good wifi signal at home and I cant use the iPhone to get on. There has been a lot going on.

Cancer - My arm is healing well. Its still pretty uncomfortable to move but I think its just because im numb. They finally came back to me on the pathology of the lymph nodes and they found 18 lymph nodes and they were all negative for cancer! :) Thank you Lord!! I saw my oncologist the other day and I had to get setup for this clinical research they are adding to my chemo treatments. My doctor said I have 2 weeks to have fun (aka abuse the sauce ;)) because once chemo starts Im gonna be completely out of commission. Im pretty bummed that they extended my disability. I was supposed to come back to work on the 26th but now, with chemo and radiation therapy, looks like Im going to be out until the end of the year.

The biggest thing that bugs me about this whole cancer thing is the fact that my life schedule has been completely screwed up. I had a schedule setup before this whole thing - work, pay bills and have fun. Now, i am left with bills because work and fun are going to be gone LOL :( I guess Im going to have to restructure my life...

Anyway, hopefully the inet doesnt screw up so I can post this entry. However, if you really want updates on me, please check my twitter (its on the left!).