I am waiting...

I have decided to wait until they take me in the Research trial.

I talked to my oncologist and Gloria, they both said that there is a window of 2-3 months to treat a patient for chemo after surgery. So far, I'm still waiting and we're well into the 1 1/2 months. I should be fine waiting. I don't know if that's true but hey, I am new to this cancer business so all I can do is believe the big dogs. Gloria promised to call me tomorrow with any updates. If I get a yes, then I start Friday. If nothing then I wait until next week.

Something is up with my hormones. I have been so emotional since last night. I cry then I stop. Then I get sad, then Im fine. It went on all day today and after a serious breakdown session I had tonight, I am completely wiped out of emotions. Must be time for Aunt Flo's visit...

I had some questions re: chemo and i did get some answers from my oncologist. I wanna post them for everyone to see but I am soooo tired I could barely write. So til tomorrow...